Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in Mike's LiveJournal:

Monday, October 22nd, 2007
6:28 am	Why is it... Why is it, that right now the only thing that is running through my mind is a girl.  Why is it, that even though I was being used, I still have dreams about her. Why is it, that all I really want to do right now is die. maybe i am just being emo down the street not across the road (Comment on this)
Friday, October 12th, 2007
9:01 am	Did I lose something special? You said your hope was lost. My eyes were stinging hot. The first of the tears to fall hurts the worst of all. I had it all planned out, what I was going to say. But then that lump in my throat stole my words away. Darling, if nothing else, I know that this is true; I'd have nobody if I don't have you. But you said your hope was lost, my eyes were stinging hot, the first of the tears to fall... Have you given too much away? Are you giving us up? Did the going get tough this time? Don't give up on us. I said, "look at the map on the wall, put your fingers on where we are, no matter where I go we're just an inch apart." You interrupted and said, "not that old speech again! - If we're just an inch apart, then reach out and grab my hand." -   And didn't we say forever? Didn't I promise you? Didn't we say forever? Darling don't... darling, don't. We didn't come this far just to throw it all away. Have you given too much, Darling? Are you giving us up? Did the going get tough this time? Don't give up on us. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 12th, 2007
11:57 am	The email To the parents of Michael David Hayden,               I finally got around to writing this email. Basic summary of what has been going on in the past couple of months, which has been quite the stressful situation.             First off school, I am currently in three classes, which are on Tuesday, and Thursday starting from 10am and lasts till 5pm. Medical biochemistry, organic chemistry and physics 2. By the end of this semester I should be well on my way into the medical science field leaving me with 2-3 more years depending on summer courses. Tutition this year for Oakland has gone up 14% and is going to cost my about $3312. My government loans this year was for $2723, leaving me with a bill for $589, which is a little bit beyond my budget. Last year my bill was paid off by a private loan and left me with $400 on my credit card, which I am still paying off and I am still adding on with payment for books this year. Adding up to about $600 on my Visa.             Around mid July I realized I was losing about $300 per month by my monthly expenses clearly out shadowing my monthly income, which prompted me into making a 6-month budget plan, which can be seen by the link below.   http://spreadsheets.google.com/pub?key=pZfaxF3Cep2w3ZHsKHBxyLQ   Not only does this help me into making sure I do not over spend on my budget but it helps me save for books and such, as in everything that is not spent is put into my savings account, not the checking account. For awhile my living expenses will still be more then my monthly income purely for the fact that I am living in Birmingham (1930 Hazel, 48009 is my address) until December when I move into a house in Rochester which I will be paying, for a lack of a better word, wholesale (Taxes + utilities, no rent).             My winter semester this year at Oakland will consist of Monday, Wednesday, and Friday classes (that is if I am able to pay off the extra $600 I am going to owe Oakland!). This also means that my hours for working will be greatly reduced, so beginning of 2008 I am going to try and get a second job for weekends, and possibly a 14-16 credit semester.             That’s pretty much the summary. I am moving into Rochester in December and until then watching my spending (ramen for lunch!!)   Love mike   Ps. Here is a break down of the classes I am taking (all being 4 credits each) and the total bill for Oakland. I am looking into scholarships, most require writing of papers or stories, which are due by December. I am doing as many as I am qualified for, hopefully picking up some money but, with competition, I am doubtful.   Classes Organic Chemistry Medical Biochemistry Physics Total Credits: 12 Credits left for major after this semester : 51 Estimated graduate time:  2.5-3 years Tuition : $3312 Government finical loan : $2723 Total Due out of pocket : $589 To the parents of Michael David Hayden,               I finally got around to writing this email. Basic summary of what has been going on in the past couple of months, which has been quite the stressful situation.             First off school, I am currently in three classes, which are on Tuesday, and Thursday starting from 10am and lasts till 5pm. Medical biochemistry, organic chemistry and physics 2. By the end of this semester I should be well on my way into the medical science field leaving me with 2-3 more years depending on summer courses. Tutition this year for Oakland has gone up 14% and is going to cost my about $3312. My government loans this year was for $2723, leaving me with a bill for $589, which is a little bit beyond my budget. Last year my bill was paid off by a private loan and left me with $400 on my credit card, which I am still paying off and I am still adding on with payment for books this year. Adding up to about $600 on my Visa.             Around mid July I realized I was losing about $300 per month by my monthly expenses clearly out shadowing my monthly income, which prompted me into making a 6-month budget plan, which can be seen by the link below.   http://spreadsheets.google.com/pub?key=pZfaxF3Cep2w3ZHsKHBxyLQ   Not only does this help me into making sure I do not over spend on my budget but it helps me save for books and such, as in everything that is not spent is put into my savings account, not the checking account. For awhile my living expenses will still be more then my monthly income purely for the fact that I am living in Birmingham (1930 Hazel, 48009 is my address) until December when I move into a house in Rochester which I will be paying, for a lack of a better word, wholesale (Taxes + utilities, no rent).             My winter semester this year at Oakland will consist of Monday, Wednesday, and Friday classes (that is if I am able to pay off the extra $600 I am going to owe Oakland!). This also means that my hours for working will be greatly reduced, so beginning of 2008 I am going to try and get a second job for weekends, and possibly a 14-16 credit semester.             That’s pretty much the summary. I am moving into Rochester in December and until then watching my spending (ramen for lunch!!)   Love mike   Ps. Here is a break down of the classes I am taking (all being 4 credits each) and the total bill for Oakland. I am looking into scholarships, most require writing of papers or stories, which are due by December. I am doing as many as I am qualified for, hopefully picking up some money but, with competition, I am doubtful.   Classes Organic Chemistry Medical Biochemistry Physics Total Credits: 12 Credits left for major after this semester: 51 Total credits: 91 Credits left for medical sciences: 59 Tuition: $3312 Government finical loan: $2723 Total Due out of pocket: $589   Seeing that I already have 91 credits, I am thinking about graduating sooner with a general education degree in biology and going on from there. I have an appointment with an advisor soon. (Comment on this)